I was always on the outside looking in, now I’m on the inside looking out and I always wanted to fit in, but now I just want to get out of here, this place is cold and dark, it doesn’t have a soul and it’s teeth are so sharp, I can’t esxape it’s hold
I can see no escape, all I do is sit and wait, slowly poisoning myself, slipping deeper in this hell
Endless conversations filled with mindless complications, wondering what we’re doing here, wondering how we’re looking here and everyone is so narcissistic, so self Centered egotistic, I’m so sick and tired of this shit, but I’m too scared to risk it.
Gagged bound, sinking, drowned, slipping, further down without a sound x2
Spiralling down, face on the ground, lost all control, can’t stop it now.
Be careful what you wish for
This place is parasitic, it’s draining the life right out of me, it sounds explicit, but if I died right now I would be free, but still I wander always lost, buried deep beneath the frost, a state of atrophy, feeding off of me, implications, accusations, Amplified imaginations, always feeling like you’re a ghost, lack of recognition is what hurts most,
Gagged, bound, sinking, drowned, slipping, further down without a sound x2
Spiralling down, face on the ground, lost all control, can’t stop it now.
credits
from Stay Away,
released August 6, 2019
Written, recorded, mixed and produced by Joe Crudgington
All instruments : Joe Crudgington
Vocals : Joe Crudgington
Post Production, Mix and Mastering : J.K.Seifert @ Epic Audio Media
Special thanks to Claire Coulton at Satellite 414, Giles Moorhouse and Jules Seifert at Armalyte/Epic Audio Media
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